Day 23: Hugs and Kisses
Nothing compares to the comfort given to me by a single hug. In each embrace, I find peace, security and comfort. I feel so much loved. :)
Day 22: Everyone's Pen Pal?
I've been checking mails since morning. I'm still not finished checking them all. Oh well, there's still tomorrow. ;-p
Day 21: Back To Reality
I'm reporting back to work tomorrow... Will be waking up early again... will be attending series of meetings once more... because of the current initiative of the Process Team, I'm anticipating a series of overtimes. But thankfully, Raisha's OK. And no, she no longer has to be confined. I'm grateful for my six day vacation. Granted that I wasn't able to go to Samar as planned, but at least I was able to spend time with my kids, my niece and my mom. I can't wait to do this again :)
Day 20: Rest
Been sleeping for most part of this day. It feels so good to finally catch up on some zzzzz... it's been a while since I did this, so my head is aching a bit now. And I have an annoying case of stiff neck. But nevertheless, I was able to sleep and rest... so I'm not complaining.
Day 19: My Only Wish
It breaks my heart seeing Raisha cry in pain... complaining how her head hurts so much and how her throat starts to hurt as well... Please Lord, make her well. Bring back her own strength. Make her healthy again.
Day 18: True Treasure
Whenever asked what a treasure is, some of you may think about tangible items like money, properties, etc.
Today, I realized that health is a treasure that we should also hold dear.
Raisha's cough is almost a month old... actually it's already acute pneumonia. A couple of weeks ago, I spent about PhP2,000 for her medications.
Today, I spent roughly about PhP4,500.00. Then I also needed to buy a nebulizer amounting to PhP 3,300. So for Raisha alone, I spent PhP 7K. But then I realized I, myself, am out of medications... so there goes my PhP 2K... So yes, more than 9K went down the drain today.
And alas, both our medications are not yet over. Bummer!
But wait, there's more...
Raisha's pediatrician also said that if her cough doesn't go away, she'll have to be admitted to the hospital anytime next week.
I know Raisha will soon get well... hopefully before we reach PhP20K worth of medications.
Today, I realized that health is a treasure that we should also hold dear.
Raisha's cough is almost a month old... actually it's already acute pneumonia. A couple of weeks ago, I spent about PhP2,000 for her medications.
Today, I spent roughly about PhP4,500.00. Then I also needed to buy a nebulizer amounting to PhP 3,300. So for Raisha alone, I spent PhP 7K. But then I realized I, myself, am out of medications... so there goes my PhP 2K... So yes, more than 9K went down the drain today.
And alas, both our medications are not yet over. Bummer!
But wait, there's more...
Raisha's pediatrician also said that if her cough doesn't go away, she'll have to be admitted to the hospital anytime next week.
I know Raisha will soon get well... hopefully before we reach PhP20K worth of medications.
Day 16: Innocence
Watching how kids have fun never fail to warm my heart. Their laughters are music to my ears.
It's inspiring how they find joy in the simplest of things.
They may have some superficial fears, but it's so easy for them to trust people. And this trust help them develop confidence.
Who said we adults know everything? Yes, compared to children, we may know more... but alas, some of us seemed to have already forgotten the most important things we learned when we were still kids.
It's inspiring how they find joy in the simplest of things.
They may have some superficial fears, but it's so easy for them to trust people. And this trust help them develop confidence.
Who said we adults know everything? Yes, compared to children, we may know more... but alas, some of us seemed to have already forgotten the most important things we learned when we were still kids.
Day 15: Quick Stops
This has been a busy day... but I don't mind. After all, I'll be enjoying almost a week of R&R.
I almost thought that this day would not end... countless meetings... deliverables to be rushed and reviewed... I had to rush in MCK, then back in CG, then Eastwood... phew!
Sometimes, it's so hard to believe how we could fit several commitments in a day. But well, just like what they say... when there's a will, the universe will conspire to help you find a way.
I almost thought that this day would not end... countless meetings... deliverables to be rushed and reviewed... I had to rush in MCK, then back in CG, then Eastwood... phew!
Sometimes, it's so hard to believe how we could fit several commitments in a day. But well, just like what they say... when there's a will, the universe will conspire to help you find a way.
Day 13: Surrender?
Should I surrender and succumb to defeat... and accept that in the end, things will not turn out the way I want it to be?
They say that patience is the key that will unlock my long awaited bliss. I don't know. Maybe patience isn't enough after all.
For days, I found myself in front of flickering candles... tears of wax slowly dripping as my heart start to sink. I'm close to dropping on my knees. But then I realize that: No, I shouldn't.
They say that patience is the key that will unlock my long awaited bliss. I don't know. Maybe patience isn't enough after all.
For days, I found myself in front of flickering candles... tears of wax slowly dripping as my heart start to sink. I'm close to dropping on my knees. But then I realize that: No, I shouldn't.
Day 12: Helpless
Sometimes, no matter how hard you try, you’ll realize in the end it’s not enough. There would still be some flaws and some misses. In some occasions, you’ll find yourself helpless and without any control.
Indeed, life can be so unfair at some point... sarap batukan. Hahaha!
Indeed, life can be so unfair at some point... sarap batukan. Hahaha!
Day 11: Moving Up
Andy had his moving up program awhile ago. It made me realize that my baby boy is starting to grow to a young man... though he still a bit naughty.
As we took his certificate on the stage, I realized that our family continues to move on in the hope that one day, we'll be completely healed from the memories of the past
As we took his certificate on the stage, I realized that our family continues to move on in the hope that one day, we'll be completely healed from the memories of the past
Day 10 Missing...
An extended period without the company of someone
An extended period not doing something you love...
It makes you experience the feeling of missing, no matter how hard you try to ignore it
An extended period not doing something you love...
It makes you experience the feeling of missing, no matter how hard you try to ignore it
Day 09: A Bientot Cebu
This is my second visit to Cebu... and seriously, I can't wait for the third. :) And yes, I have a planned third visit. But hopefully time will come, I will be able to bring my kids here.
I was able to catch a glimpse of some of their scenic spots last night... they're breath-taking!
I was able to catch a glimpse of some of their scenic spots last night... they're breath-taking!
Day 08: Humility and Aid
Sometimes, we just have to face the fact that there are some things that we can't do by ourselves...
No matter how we try to do things on our own, we'll still need someone's assistance in the end.
No matter how we try to do things on our own, we'll still need someone's assistance in the end.
Day 07: The Day of Rest
It's been a week since Lent 2011 started.
This Tuesday will be a very busy Tuesday. I have a meeting starting at 9. Even my lunch wasn't spared, as I'm going to have a business lunch. After lunch will be several meetings again until 7pm.
And as I look at the adjacent conflicting schedules... I realized that more than anything else. What I badly long for is more time.
I need more time... I need spaces in between scheduled meetings... cause I'm almost out of breath.
...On the seventh day, The Lord has rested... so why shouldn't we?
This Tuesday will be a very busy Tuesday. I have a meeting starting at 9. Even my lunch wasn't spared, as I'm going to have a business lunch. After lunch will be several meetings again until 7pm.
And as I look at the adjacent conflicting schedules... I realized that more than anything else. What I badly long for is more time.
I need more time... I need spaces in between scheduled meetings... cause I'm almost out of breath.
...On the seventh day, The Lord has rested... so why shouldn't we?
Day 05 Lessons
It's hard to unteach what has already been taught... but sometimes, it really needs to be done.
Day 04: The Chauvinist Piglets
Boys can just be so mean to girls.
That's why I'm teaching Raisha the skill of being assertive. I know it'll come in handy ;)
Day 03: The Unreachable P
I worry too much... I overanalyze too much. It's probably because of always wanting everything to be perfect.
Our imperfect minds always yearn for perfection. But no matter what, that aint gonna happen.
Our imperfect minds always yearn for perfection. But no matter what, that aint gonna happen.
Day 02: Rising from A Fall
I fell down the stairs a while ago... it was a nasty fall.
But then, after that fall, I told myself that I had to stand up. I mean, the longer I stayed there on the floor, the longer I would look stupid... Just like in living this life. ;-p
But then, after that fall, I told myself that I had to stand up. I mean, the longer I stayed there on the floor, the longer I would look stupid... Just like in living this life. ;-p
Day 01: Everything has a beginning...
As for me, I started this day with a question in mind... "What were I thinking? Seriously!"
THREE sacrifices? Seriously!
For this year, I vowed to observe three sacrifices... and yes, this is coming from a girl who gave up on her singular 2010 Lenten sacrifice (of not eating sweets) after a week.
Nevertheless, I vow to do the following this Lenten season:
1. Pray the rosary and novena
2. Make someone else's day, by letting that person feel how special s/he was
3. Reflect and publicize those reflections through this blog.
Those sacrifices? They just came in my mind. And my conscience didn't want me to commit to just one... she wanted me to commit to three.
At that moment, I secretly wished that next time, my conscience would just stick to suggesting what soap brand I should use... just like how it's seen on TV. But then again, I remembered... she IS MY conscience. I'm not going to keep quiet after convincing others to change their soap brands.
So here I am... starting to begin with my third sacrifice, still asking myself what were I thinking... but then finding myself excited as I begin this series of self-reflections.
I know that this is going to be a tough one. After all, my control is limited.
But then again, whatever has been begun, needs to be finished...
And there goes my reflection number one :)
THREE sacrifices? Seriously!
For this year, I vowed to observe three sacrifices... and yes, this is coming from a girl who gave up on her singular 2010 Lenten sacrifice (of not eating sweets) after a week.
Nevertheless, I vow to do the following this Lenten season:
1. Pray the rosary and novena
2. Make someone else's day, by letting that person feel how special s/he was
3. Reflect and publicize those reflections through this blog.
Those sacrifices? They just came in my mind. And my conscience didn't want me to commit to just one... she wanted me to commit to three.
At that moment, I secretly wished that next time, my conscience would just stick to suggesting what soap brand I should use... just like how it's seen on TV. But then again, I remembered... she IS MY conscience. I'm not going to keep quiet after convincing others to change their soap brands.
So here I am... starting to begin with my third sacrifice, still asking myself what were I thinking... but then finding myself excited as I begin this series of self-reflections.
I know that this is going to be a tough one. After all, my control is limited.
But then again, whatever has been begun, needs to be finished...
And there goes my reflection number one :)
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